Today i woke up at 8:19am, i had nothing to do and could not sleep, so i made this in the morning and then use the rest of my day to catch up on sleep, i want to die!

I don't know why i keep getting obsessed with films like this, its one of the most intense, emotional and atmospheric films i have ever seen, you should watch it!

Recently i have been on holiday, i got a tan and i went on a jet-ski, it was prehaps the best thnig i have ever done. Other than that i am broke, give me your money, buy my t-shirts world!

Looking at what i have been doing recently i have realized that i have been doing nothing about my current problem, what am i doing with my life? I know that might sound rather drastic considering i am only 20, but is 20 young?does it mean i can never miss a party, always be with my friends, or does 20 mean that i am no longer a teenager, and that it is time to grow up. I was thinking the other day about how i have fucked up in two different universities, i wonder if its just not for me, or maybe i am just lazy and don't want to commit to anything. Looking at how i wasted this year and am now in some debt, it made me think, i am going to be a fuck up, and just wast everything that is thrown my way, fuck up anything that comes near me, i need a goal, something that i really want to do and follow through, its just hard to find it!
I am taking a while out, get a job, think about what i am going to do with my time, but i was talking to my boss in work the other day, and she was saying how me having this time to think is like an adventure, i can pick what ever i want to pick and work at it, i can save up money, travel, do things that i want to do before it may be too late, before i am committed to a job, a house, a wife, a morgage. I don't know if i am on the only person my age who is worrying about what they are going to do with their life, or if i should be worrying, but i am so fucking scared about where i am going, but at the same time excited!

being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up, these are the best days of our life's!

Today i worked again, we finished the patio and i got some money out of it, so that was cool, the post man also came!

If you're so prone to accidents and misunderstandings, then you may have accidentally misinterpret honesty for selfishness.

I think this is one of my favorite records, everyone should buy it right now!

Recently i have been going to the beach alot!

Go vegan?

Tour is over, no more shows for a while, had a good night out last night i think, i am still drunk, goodbye!