Recently i have been watching alot of ramsey's kitchen nightmare, and it made me think about being a chef, i think i'd quite like to be a chef, excluding all the terrible hours! I think my main flaw would be the dairy-free, meat-free, nightmare of a life i lead! It has also made me think about my future, and what i am going to do in the future, like what will i be doing 10 years from now?will i have the same friends?will i know my parents?will i be dead?will i be living on the streets or drinking life away in a suit made of pure gold, to be frank it scares the fucking shit out of me! Everytime i think of a career or money or my future it just reminds me that i never want to grow up, ever, i was talking to tom the other day and he was saying about how now he has finished uni he actually has to get a real job, jobs are over-rated, life is over-rated!
Sometimes when i think of what job i'll have, i notice jobs that i never even knew exsisted before, like if you think about a shop, you need people to run it, people to manage it, people to clean it, not that i would like to clean, but even if i fucked up my life and was forced into a job i hated, at least i would have a job and be able to keep a roof over my head! Maybe there is a job out there waiting for me, like a professional eater, that would be a sweet job, although it would come with a heavy duty work-out for me, since everytime i eat an apple it goes straight to my hips!
i am going away next week on a tour with my friends, i am going to get to go to all these cool places again, some better than others i must say!
When i was in the garden eariler with my dad, talking about building and that because we are men, i saw a bird fly over me, and i know this sounds cliche, but wouldn't it be sweet, if you could just fly all day, have no worries in the world, that would be ideal becuase right now i am fucking scared about growing up!